burying the hatch-et
dear fairy,
it's been more than a year since you last left. things have changed quite a bit on my side. well, things change all the time, you love to say. i guess u're right. i hope things are looking really bright for you. i reckon, that's all i can ever hope for. allow me to rant on today as you read on. for im.. bothered, for once.
before i start, let me begin with identifying the turning point: kate told sawyer something that took place long ago bothered her so much that she could never love the same way again. that's kate getting lost in Lost by the way.
of late, i've been hit with a series of events. events that send my heart throbbing the wrong way. you know how i prefer to think of such happenings. i think they're for the betterment of me as who i really am. here's a little open secret i'll like to share with u. in case you haven't noticed, since the moment u left, u took away something important from me that you can never return. in fact - honestly - i owe u a big one for doing that. i've been swimming like a fish (i choose to think so) in vain for a right explanation, a right answer. they say fishes are smart animals which i'll beg to differ. enlighten me now fairy, why am i even writing this to ya?
u know what? my best guess would be that u took away my feet. cause the last time i checked, i don't even remember putting my shoes on. and that's not exactly what i usually do. i've been swimming to get myself moving on. so then what's the matter u may ask since moving on certainly sounds damn bloody fine to ya. look, the problem is: i can't keep movin, i need to rest like other birds. i need to wake up early and catch my worms. i need use my wings to flap through the winds. i need to.. be free.
ironically, i won't ask of u to expect me to return what i owe u for my missing feet. guess u would have expected that from me. so no worries. im pretty sure i'll find them myself. it's prolly missing cause i hid them since the last time u left. im sorry, its ma bad for this repeated grave mistake. the truth is, it has always been "since the last time I left" and not u. just for the record - with all due respect fairy - i never "left".
there has to be a nest that draws my feet, don't u think so?
regards,
pen-guin
it's been more than a year since you last left. things have changed quite a bit on my side. well, things change all the time, you love to say. i guess u're right. i hope things are looking really bright for you. i reckon, that's all i can ever hope for. allow me to rant on today as you read on. for im.. bothered, for once.
before i start, let me begin with identifying the turning point: kate told sawyer something that took place long ago bothered her so much that she could never love the same way again. that's kate getting lost in Lost by the way.
of late, i've been hit with a series of events. events that send my heart throbbing the wrong way. you know how i prefer to think of such happenings. i think they're for the betterment of me as who i really am. here's a little open secret i'll like to share with u. in case you haven't noticed, since the moment u left, u took away something important from me that you can never return. in fact - honestly - i owe u a big one for doing that. i've been swimming like a fish (i choose to think so) in vain for a right explanation, a right answer. they say fishes are smart animals which i'll beg to differ. enlighten me now fairy, why am i even writing this to ya?
u know what? my best guess would be that u took away my feet. cause the last time i checked, i don't even remember putting my shoes on. and that's not exactly what i usually do. i've been swimming to get myself moving on. so then what's the matter u may ask since moving on certainly sounds damn bloody fine to ya. look, the problem is: i can't keep movin, i need to rest like other birds. i need to wake up early and catch my worms. i need use my wings to flap through the winds. i need to.. be free.
ironically, i won't ask of u to expect me to return what i owe u for my missing feet. guess u would have expected that from me. so no worries. im pretty sure i'll find them myself. it's prolly missing cause i hid them since the last time u left. im sorry, its ma bad for this repeated grave mistake. the truth is, it has always been "since the last time I left" and not u. just for the record - with all due respect fairy - i never "left".
there has to be a nest that draws my feet, don't u think so?
regards,
pen-guin
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