reasonable man test

these days, i'd been very much disturbed, and to a certain extent perturbed with the foreseeabilities of life - my life. it can get really messed up when i start thinking about what would become of me in ten years time. i used to think- or rather dream - i might just make it to be a cop. as such, i'd be able to nab the law-breakers and throw them into the gallows. let me fill u in for that childhood dream. as of now, i'd be contented to stay on the right side of law. funny how things turn out. funny how i find myself so detached from that childhood dream. funny how i ended up in this pursuit towards something less political and perhaps abstract than the dispute between government and opposition parties.

i had a conversation with a friend today. it was about how rich dads thought when they were our age. of course, i moved on to thinking about how poor dads thought when they were our age - without getting this friend involved in that thought.

somebody has to come to me with the answer soon. it is always safer to know if i'm thinking on the right track. hope my self answering machine goes on an overdrive for now.

peace brothers and sisters.