common stance

i met a friend on the train today. not a special one. but coincidences are of a certain sentimental value to me. no superstitions attached to that line. just the way at which things work, makes me question why. why did such an event take place holdin the factors; time and venue.

and then as though that wasn't intriguing enough. i met a friend in the lift. felt like i had to be the one to strike up. or so i did. then selfishness questions me. why. why are you always the one. then confidence convinces me. no worries. cause you had to be the one. i think the world works the same way alongside this so-called theory. somebody. everyone somewhat knows that somebody. who can make it work. nobody spells it out. to a point it's unbelievable. similar to that of common sense.

i can get into it and come out alive. i'm into the game cause i'd love to believe i have something that got me in. i wish i can stay in the game. and play it well thereafter. the 'we can do this and we can do that in future' gets at me periodically. some strength, some faith. is all i can expect.